115th Foundation Day of my uni – PNU

Nothing much happened today……not! First things first i am soooooo tired, exhausted! I forgot to have my breakfast earlier so i was near passing out (exagge) when we went to divi to buy materials for our demo teaching this monday sept 5. A, K, S, and I went on to buy materials we will use for our visuals aids  and some random stuff that caught our eyes as we wander the shopping destination (e.g lemon and make up). By 10:30, we were back at PNU initially for attendance but guess what, we participated in the event actvities to celebrate our foundations! It was fun, really. Fun, and exhausting because we had to walk and walk and walk and walk. 

Anyway, i feel happy that i was productive today: 

1. lesson plan is half finished

2. activities! 

3. buy materials 

4. found a piece i’d weae for demo

5. friday is isaw day haha

Now i just feel sleepy as i lie and type this (while R keeps on bombardin me with messages that someone at pnu right now resembles Buddy Z. a lot. (R, and A didnt go home yet because they wanted to watch performances of some bands. cool) 
As much as I’d like to sleep now, i cant bring to close my eyes peacefully because there are still requirements to do! 


Othello still

08-11-16 Pnu catwalk

I don’t understand why most people my age prefer going home late when it’s inarguably difficult to see in the dark and unsafe moreover now that there’s a number of killings, street crimes, acts of violence in general happening around lately.

Being lost was never about geography 

It’s mid-August and we’re all busy (or just frantically cramming). 

Ubos sa oras pero apaw sa gawain

For our English Litt.,we are to have a play production of Shakespeare’s Othello by the end of the term as a partial requirement. Hamlet and Othello among the many others were the two plays the class were choosing from (to perform) and because half the class wanted to perform an R-18 (tch), Othello won the votation. 

If it happened to be A Midsummer Night’s Dream, I would have been glad to help RR as a playwright, but since it wasn’t, I told RR that I wouldn’t be able to help her write because of selfish reasons: I don’t like nor understand Othello. 

I wasnt part of the research committe anymore nor am i a playwright. I also didnt join the props committe because i felt like they were already overcrowded. Hence I joined the technical committee because that’s the last thing I thought I’ll be able to contribute to, but then asdghj but then AL can already manage even without me in the committe… I feel like I’m an excess, a freeloader and I feel like i’m not of any help to anyone or to anything in this production. I could have had a part if I helped in the script writing but hmmmmm idk. To sum, I feel lost because I don’t really know what to do/what and how to contribute! And even when I do things, it won’t suffice! I feel stuck even when I’m in motion! Haha. 

Sigh anyway, I hope we’ll be as productive and successful as how we did last ASEAN (if not better) 

A for Another blog

i have my own way with my words, so my stories may jump from here to there. Albeit that, i’d like to ink down my sketchy musings and doubtful jottings.

2015 has been harsh but nah that’s just me blaming the year for my failures. With that said, i swear not to blame anyone nor anything but myself for any miseries and heartbreaks to come. I want to fly (figuratively) and i realized that the the only thing that’s weighing me down is nothing but my negativity! i am my own rival….chos

I can’t change my mindset to that of an optimist overnight, but ~hopefully~ with small steps, changes slash actions, we’ll get there eventually.

In here i write my assurances for my past self, comforting words for my present self, and reminders for my future self. Not limited to these, though!